Too bad you knew me. When I wasn't ready. I wasn't ready. Did I say, "Come and get me?"
Too bad I held on. When you tried to tell me.This was wrong. I am no masterpiece where innocence is painted green. Isn't it strange to think that you created all of me? Done by the hands of a broken artist. You painted black where my naked heart is. I finally know what wrong is.
Now I finally know what wrong is. Carved like a stone with your hands still shaking. On display through a soul still breaking. Aren't you proud you're the one that made me? You can't erase these. Lines you can't save me. You can't display me. You know what dismay means. I can't even try to. Remember what I knew. Before I became your. Model to claim no. I grew tired. You expired. You finished me. Now that I'm all that you planned. What do you think? Done by the hands of a broken artist. You painted black where my naked heart is. I finally know what wrong is. Now I finally know that you bleed for nothing. Carved like a stone with your hands still shaking. On display through a soul still breaking. Aren't you proud you're the one that made me? ~M&D
Saturday, October 30, 2010
How I feel, put into a song..
a great song...and if you ever did this to anyone...um dont. k.beautiful dancing...i get kinda lost in it, and watching them...its so pretty...so is she..hahah
me and shane blast this and sing it atleast 5 times a day!
me and shane blast this and sing it atleast 5 times a day!
Wednesday, October 27, 2010
you live.... you learn..You choose ...you learn
Choices, something I am clearly not good at right now. But ill get better..This week, was def batter than last week, a gun to the head...bad luck all around...a coffee date with a not so amazing ending..but as the week progressed It got better..My weekend started off nicely..hanging with some new friends and work work work...which i obviously don't mind, its my effin life right now..maybe that's my down fall when it come to trying to have a relationship...eh. I gotta do what I gotta do..who knew.
So thata about it, haha i have absolutely nothing to write about..well i mean if you had told me 4 months ago that me and Abby would be bff's i would have called bullshit.. hahahahahah that's our new saying..that about it..OMG does my life suck this bad nothing to wrote about...maybe after a near death experience things die down for you for a bit...
maybe its bc im dranking the jungle juice and I am no where near focused..maybe its bc ash is dancing around my room half naked to G6...hahaha life is kinda simple..me and ash have an amazing friendship right now...where it needed to be;) I have decided to never date again...i think im sick of it actually..hahah makes me wanna puke really.. hahah.
i dunno, ok im done writing. sorry this was a waste of time to read...it will be better later...goodbye
jenn
So thata about it, haha i have absolutely nothing to write about..well i mean if you had told me 4 months ago that me and Abby would be bff's i would have called bullshit.. hahahahahah that's our new saying..that about it..OMG does my life suck this bad nothing to wrote about...maybe after a near death experience things die down for you for a bit...
maybe its bc im dranking the jungle juice and I am no where near focused..maybe its bc ash is dancing around my room half naked to G6...hahaha life is kinda simple..me and ash have an amazing friendship right now...where it needed to be;) I have decided to never date again...i think im sick of it actually..hahah makes me wanna puke really.. hahah.
i dunno, ok im done writing. sorry this was a waste of time to read...it will be better later...goodbye
jenn
Tuesday, October 19, 2010
Waiting for the rain to stop, destination beautiful...
I have literally looked at this blank screen for 45 mins..I don't know how to even write what happened, but it became a big thing and I cant tell the story verbally one more time, so why not write about it. My Sunday started off like most of them. I skipped out on Derby conditioning bc I couldn't get out of bed. I didn't leave work Sat night until 430ish..I was so exhausted. I know having three jobs is responsible, but my body is slowing down. Not to mention Derby too. but that actually makes me feel good. The boxing did wonders for me, and I cant wait to do it more. Last night however I skipped boxing...now back to Sunday. I woke up and pretty much ad nothing to do. So I text Alex, she wanted me to come up to Cornelius, so I headed up around 430..we met at Starbucks and of course I got a Hazelnut frap. the only coffee i drink ever. we sat on a park bench until about 830 talking about anything you could think of. She and I have always been good at lots of talking. Then as we are heading to go back to Starbucks she sees some of her friends which turn in to hanging out there and then we got invited to see Jackass 3D, which by the way was so funny. So about 1030 we head to do that. I wanted to Hang with Abby so after that we drove further up to mooresville and hung out at Big Als with Abby and Morgan.
The night was a great night, stress free and just fun. About 230 we left Big Als and Alex and I headed back down to her neck of the woods to grab my car..we then sat until about 345am talking in the parking lot again about everything. Even had a cop come by To "check"on us. So i was like ok i need to go, its late as heck...so I got in my car and left. I got to my apartment at about 440 am..and thats when it happened..
I saw young black boy walking past me..as I tried to find somewhere to park. I found a space and grabbed all my stuff. I get out of the car and there he is..standing there looking at me. He says, " i need use your phone." I was a little scared but thought, eh maybe its nothing bad. I gave him my phone, thinking ok if he means harm take the effing phone and run...leave me alone. He then said" I got left here i need a ride or i need money." I then thought shit. ok I can say no and walk away then he follows me..or finds out where I live. I didn't wanna put Beth in danger. I said "ok. are you going to try to hurt me?" he just looked at me. He walked to the side of my car and started to get in. I said ok maybe he just needs a ride, either way im fucked right now...so i get in the car...he tells me to go a certain way and I listen. We end up on Choyce Ave somewhere off nations ford, in a very bad neighborhood, and i thought to myself...is this how im going to die? In this disgusting place..with this fuck face..I am not gonna let some 20 year old delinquent take my life from me..He told me to stop that this is where he lived...and then it happened...he pulled a black pistol with a laser on it and pointed it at me..
He asked me to give him everything , my car, keys,phone and money. I looked at him and the first thing out of my mouth was " are you fucking serious? NO!" Probably not the best response, then he pointed it at my head right on my right temple and said "please dont make me shoot you." I talked to him, tried to reason with him, told him I wasn't going to give him anything and it became a shouting match..i put my car in drive...he then pointed his gun to my floor board and shot my car...the bullet hole is a very creepy reminder...I am not sure even right now, why I didn't comply...In my head...and I don't mean this in any disrespect...but I just had to rebuild my life..I had everything I worked hard for taking from me at the drop of a dime...and I snapped on him...I was fuck no you're not getting a damn thing from me, I have worked to hard for my money and that car and that phone. Now if you know me, you know I do not give a shit about materialistic things at all. But it was the fact of everything I have been through in the past 6 months.. I was like FUCK NO! this is not happening, I know I have insurance and could replace anything I have. But I wasn't going to give in to anyone...so in a way that fueled that fire I gave him.
I told him over and over he didn't have to do this, i would give him money, that I understand where he has been and I get it, but he wasn't getting anything of mine. I also spoke of the GPS built in my car, i told him he wouldn't make it far. He said ok well give me money, he grabbed my makeup bag from the backseat and emptied it out and then popped open my glove box, the whole time holding the gun at me...then he pointed it at my leg and said Please dnt make me shoot you.( i thought shit if he shoots i cant sakte..???)..I said, And i don't know why, "you're not going to shoot me.".I told him I am sure he was better than this..I said " ok if you need money ill give it to you" i asked him to step out of the car and I would give it to him, he was like you better or ill fucking kill you...I had about 60 or 70 in my wallet...I took out 12...and he slowly got out of my car...i threw the money in his face and stepped on the gas..the door slammed on his hand and I took off, I then was like fuck this. He isnt going to get away with this...I slammed on the breaks and whipped my car around. And gunned my car towards at him, he jumped in a yard then ran through a another yard, I then got in front of him and he chased me, i wanted him to chase me while i was on the phone with 911. He chased me for a few then the cops came, he jumped in the bushes and got away..
Talking to the cops was fun and interesting..i was so terrified of what kinda guts i just had and the cops didn't understand it. They even had the nerve to suggest I had him in that neighborhood bc it was a good place to buy drugs, hahaha I laughed. I was like if you people knew who I was and how i felt about that you'd slap yourself..I gave him a ride bc he scared the shit out of me. I get it, it was dumb! But It happened for a reason, if i hadn't let him in my car, then he prolly would have just shot me at my complex..So I regret nothing..
I had to wait for the CSI people to get into my car..and look and photograph everything and the bullet is still in my car...so that's kinda disturbing, they told me they would have to destroy my car and floor board to get , but they got the shell casing. I finally get home at 7 am, been up for 20 hours at this point..and I wake Beth up. Which she freaks out a lot. Tell her the story. I get a call from the police, said they found a young black man breaking in cars off arrowood at Ruby Tuesdays...ask me to come identify him. It was him, they found the gun on him too...he shot another car..and yeah. What a dumb fuck. But they got him...now what? I have no idea...Ill find out I guess.
The apartment management wants to move us out and get us another place, we watched the footage of him sneaking in the gated area...and stealing someones bike before he gets to me..they wanna give me a apartment with a garage...They weren't responsible for what happened but they still wanna help. which is awesome.
So why did I do what I did..I had a ton of things that went through my mind..My past life...things I had, people I have loved...It does flash before your eyes...that is true..Someone wanted me around..somehwere...so I am still here..I am still struggling with myself why I fought back..Why I literally looked at something right in the face that could have possibly killed me and I just didn't care...I kept thinking I went through all these scenarios when I was in the Military of what do do if being held at gun point...I wanted to hit it out of his hand, punch him kick him...but I just wanted to talk...and calm him down...let him know it will get better if he wanted it to...and it saved my life..I feel like its a dream..
I have a had some flash backs I guess you could say..It just pops in my head and I cant concentrate, i thought about it all today..I don't know if it made me stronger or broke me down more...But yeah that's pretty much it. I wanted to share this with you, to let you know it can happen anytime anywhere...and there is nothing you can do about it..well to a point. I got lucky, i don't deny that. Finally Luck right? ha...but be safe and don't walk around alone at 5 in the morning..not a good idea..So anyways thanks for all the calls and texts and messages and everything...I feel lucky to know so many good people in my life.
this experience and has put more in prospective for me. I guess I always have known whats important in life and I have never taking anyone or anything for granted, but maybe those of you who do...maybe you shouldn't..just a thought..
thanks for reading..
~Jenn~
The night was a great night, stress free and just fun. About 230 we left Big Als and Alex and I headed back down to her neck of the woods to grab my car..we then sat until about 345am talking in the parking lot again about everything. Even had a cop come by To "check"on us. So i was like ok i need to go, its late as heck...so I got in my car and left. I got to my apartment at about 440 am..and thats when it happened..
I saw young black boy walking past me..as I tried to find somewhere to park. I found a space and grabbed all my stuff. I get out of the car and there he is..standing there looking at me. He says, " i need use your phone." I was a little scared but thought, eh maybe its nothing bad. I gave him my phone, thinking ok if he means harm take the effing phone and run...leave me alone. He then said" I got left here i need a ride or i need money." I then thought shit. ok I can say no and walk away then he follows me..or finds out where I live. I didn't wanna put Beth in danger. I said "ok. are you going to try to hurt me?" he just looked at me. He walked to the side of my car and started to get in. I said ok maybe he just needs a ride, either way im fucked right now...so i get in the car...he tells me to go a certain way and I listen. We end up on Choyce Ave somewhere off nations ford, in a very bad neighborhood, and i thought to myself...is this how im going to die? In this disgusting place..with this fuck face..I am not gonna let some 20 year old delinquent take my life from me..He told me to stop that this is where he lived...and then it happened...he pulled a black pistol with a laser on it and pointed it at me..
He asked me to give him everything , my car, keys,phone and money. I looked at him and the first thing out of my mouth was " are you fucking serious? NO!" Probably not the best response, then he pointed it at my head right on my right temple and said "please dont make me shoot you." I talked to him, tried to reason with him, told him I wasn't going to give him anything and it became a shouting match..i put my car in drive...he then pointed his gun to my floor board and shot my car...the bullet hole is a very creepy reminder...I am not sure even right now, why I didn't comply...In my head...and I don't mean this in any disrespect...but I just had to rebuild my life..I had everything I worked hard for taking from me at the drop of a dime...and I snapped on him...I was fuck no you're not getting a damn thing from me, I have worked to hard for my money and that car and that phone. Now if you know me, you know I do not give a shit about materialistic things at all. But it was the fact of everything I have been through in the past 6 months.. I was like FUCK NO! this is not happening, I know I have insurance and could replace anything I have. But I wasn't going to give in to anyone...so in a way that fueled that fire I gave him.
I told him over and over he didn't have to do this, i would give him money, that I understand where he has been and I get it, but he wasn't getting anything of mine. I also spoke of the GPS built in my car, i told him he wouldn't make it far. He said ok well give me money, he grabbed my makeup bag from the backseat and emptied it out and then popped open my glove box, the whole time holding the gun at me...then he pointed it at my leg and said Please dnt make me shoot you.( i thought shit if he shoots i cant sakte..???)..I said, And i don't know why, "you're not going to shoot me.".I told him I am sure he was better than this..I said " ok if you need money ill give it to you" i asked him to step out of the car and I would give it to him, he was like you better or ill fucking kill you...I had about 60 or 70 in my wallet...I took out 12...and he slowly got out of my car...i threw the money in his face and stepped on the gas..the door slammed on his hand and I took off, I then was like fuck this. He isnt going to get away with this...I slammed on the breaks and whipped my car around. And gunned my car towards at him, he jumped in a yard then ran through a another yard, I then got in front of him and he chased me, i wanted him to chase me while i was on the phone with 911. He chased me for a few then the cops came, he jumped in the bushes and got away..
Talking to the cops was fun and interesting..i was so terrified of what kinda guts i just had and the cops didn't understand it. They even had the nerve to suggest I had him in that neighborhood bc it was a good place to buy drugs, hahaha I laughed. I was like if you people knew who I was and how i felt about that you'd slap yourself..I gave him a ride bc he scared the shit out of me. I get it, it was dumb! But It happened for a reason, if i hadn't let him in my car, then he prolly would have just shot me at my complex..So I regret nothing..
I had to wait for the CSI people to get into my car..and look and photograph everything and the bullet is still in my car...so that's kinda disturbing, they told me they would have to destroy my car and floor board to get , but they got the shell casing. I finally get home at 7 am, been up for 20 hours at this point..and I wake Beth up. Which she freaks out a lot. Tell her the story. I get a call from the police, said they found a young black man breaking in cars off arrowood at Ruby Tuesdays...ask me to come identify him. It was him, they found the gun on him too...he shot another car..and yeah. What a dumb fuck. But they got him...now what? I have no idea...Ill find out I guess.
The apartment management wants to move us out and get us another place, we watched the footage of him sneaking in the gated area...and stealing someones bike before he gets to me..they wanna give me a apartment with a garage...They weren't responsible for what happened but they still wanna help. which is awesome.
So why did I do what I did..I had a ton of things that went through my mind..My past life...things I had, people I have loved...It does flash before your eyes...that is true..Someone wanted me around..somehwere...so I am still here..I am still struggling with myself why I fought back..Why I literally looked at something right in the face that could have possibly killed me and I just didn't care...I kept thinking I went through all these scenarios when I was in the Military of what do do if being held at gun point...I wanted to hit it out of his hand, punch him kick him...but I just wanted to talk...and calm him down...let him know it will get better if he wanted it to...and it saved my life..I feel like its a dream..
I have a had some flash backs I guess you could say..It just pops in my head and I cant concentrate, i thought about it all today..I don't know if it made me stronger or broke me down more...But yeah that's pretty much it. I wanted to share this with you, to let you know it can happen anytime anywhere...and there is nothing you can do about it..well to a point. I got lucky, i don't deny that. Finally Luck right? ha...but be safe and don't walk around alone at 5 in the morning..not a good idea..So anyways thanks for all the calls and texts and messages and everything...I feel lucky to know so many good people in my life.
this experience and has put more in prospective for me. I guess I always have known whats important in life and I have never taking anyone or anything for granted, but maybe those of you who do...maybe you shouldn't..just a thought..
thanks for reading..
~Jenn~
Thursday, October 14, 2010
Forget everyone who's jaded cuz they dont matter and I dont care...
Tonight. I settled in a hot bath. Lit a candle and listened to absolutely nothing. No text message rings, though some I do not mind. No screaming x girlfriends fighting...no OMG listen to this or Jenn do this Jenn do that. Or tv...no noises..just me and myself. With a glass of Mascato. I have determined that until I can get to where I can sleep again, a glass of wine seems to do the trick. I mean not saying to much it is almost 130am and I am still up. But this is progress. I don't stay up partying or hanging out. My brain is on a one way track to chaos at the moment. There is so much going on around me. Be it someone sneaking in my complex and stabbing them selves, to someone creating a phoney facebook to try and prove something or someone running their mouth just trying to hurt people... This blows my mind. People, girls wonder why the gay community is looked down on...I know yeah yeah str8 people do it to...so. Lets not?!
I am trying to move on with my life. No more sabotages of my life please. No more omg she looked me like this Jenn or Jenn she said this about her and him...and I DONT CARE. I am exactly where I need to be, I got here by listening to me. Trusting me. Knowing my gut feelings are always right. I just feel good. I like this girl. She seems to be just so...nice. Even though she admits to being mean sometimes...I think her forwardness is extremely attractive. And the way it feels when she kisses me. Its nice. I cant say where it will go...but we both are just focused on right now. I think neither one of us really wanna know where a future lies with us. Where I wanna see her so much...its nice to not have a flood of attention either...it keeps up both real. She truly is someone I can just be around and not worry about having a serious conversation all the time. Someone who will sit and watch a movie with me..and I look over and catch her staring at me. And I have been made to feel so much in the past, taking for granted, but she seems to soke every little bit of me up. Even if it just amounts to a friendship she cares. Its really nice. We have been on a few dates...which were extremely interesting and stories we could start off like you wouldn't believe this just happened but...hahah. Its only been a few weeks since we really stared hanging out..but I enjoy every second of it.
Another amazing part of my life is Derby, those girls have been so amazing and helpful and they invite me to do so much with them, and they are whipping me in to shape..i love it. I started Boxing with them too...That will work parts of ur body out that u didnt know existed. I am so sore from head to toe. Our trainer asked if I ever boxed before bc i hit hard...hahah made mee smile..you dont wanna mess with the likes of me. hahah jkjk But yeah thats going amazing. Other than all that work, is going good...still working hard, dont have time to do much other if imnot working I'm doing something derby related. and I am just happy..I get to focus on me...because i lost her for so long...I am really hoping someone likes who I am...and wont want a damn thing to change about me, bc this is who they fell in love with anyways...wishful thinking..
well I am going to bed...Shooting Nascar stuff and dog walking tomorrow, then to the hideaway to bartend. Really long day. as always thanks for reading...comment below...talk to me!
~Jenn~
I am trying to move on with my life. No more sabotages of my life please. No more omg she looked me like this Jenn or Jenn she said this about her and him...and I DONT CARE. I am exactly where I need to be, I got here by listening to me. Trusting me. Knowing my gut feelings are always right. I just feel good. I like this girl. She seems to be just so...nice. Even though she admits to being mean sometimes...I think her forwardness is extremely attractive. And the way it feels when she kisses me. Its nice. I cant say where it will go...but we both are just focused on right now. I think neither one of us really wanna know where a future lies with us. Where I wanna see her so much...its nice to not have a flood of attention either...it keeps up both real. She truly is someone I can just be around and not worry about having a serious conversation all the time. Someone who will sit and watch a movie with me..and I look over and catch her staring at me. And I have been made to feel so much in the past, taking for granted, but she seems to soke every little bit of me up. Even if it just amounts to a friendship she cares. Its really nice. We have been on a few dates...which were extremely interesting and stories we could start off like you wouldn't believe this just happened but...hahah. Its only been a few weeks since we really stared hanging out..but I enjoy every second of it.
Another amazing part of my life is Derby, those girls have been so amazing and helpful and they invite me to do so much with them, and they are whipping me in to shape..i love it. I started Boxing with them too...That will work parts of ur body out that u didnt know existed. I am so sore from head to toe. Our trainer asked if I ever boxed before bc i hit hard...hahah made mee smile..you dont wanna mess with the likes of me. hahah jkjk But yeah thats going amazing. Other than all that work, is going good...still working hard, dont have time to do much other if imnot working I'm doing something derby related. and I am just happy..I get to focus on me...because i lost her for so long...I am really hoping someone likes who I am...and wont want a damn thing to change about me, bc this is who they fell in love with anyways...wishful thinking..
well I am going to bed...Shooting Nascar stuff and dog walking tomorrow, then to the hideaway to bartend. Really long day. as always thanks for reading...comment below...talk to me!
~Jenn~
Sunday, October 3, 2010
I dont need a filter when I write on my blog.
I think I am tired of a lot of stuff. Sometimes I wonder is worth writing about..I enjoy writing..why? I haven't figured it out yet. But I do..sometimes it leads to a lot of random um yeahs and anyways...sometimes it leads to feelings I have...I...ME...MY THOUGHTS! not yours ( you not being anyone in particular) I shouldn't even have to say that ...if you read anything I write and think its about you...good or bad...and you don't like it...well then you must be guilty of it..Like when someone steals something and someone says something about it, the person guilty automatically looks down or starts blaming people...that's a fact people! I don't make this shit up!
Enough of that analyzing stuff. Which I told I do to much. But I don't wanna waste my time on something that will in the end hurt me, I am not interested in being hurt...I know oooo pity party, I cant change the fact that I'm hurt. I cant change the fact I didn't feel good, it doesn't feel good. At all, be it my fault or someone else's...I am trying to fix why it was or wasn't a direct cause of something I did or what someone else did..I know the signs, And now that I'm starting life fresh. I am going to pay very close attention to all these signs...
I am not interested In having a relationship right now...I cant just go from a whole life to another that fast...It doesn't feel good to me...I was trying to work on something...I do care...But its to up and down and to much....So I stopped it. I had to.
I am moving on, which it what I should have done from the start...I have never been good at chasing girls, when you decide it wont work, as much as it might hurt, I just stop...doesn't mean I didn't care, doesn't mean I don't still love you...just means I respect everything...Girls like to be chased...either you want it or not, I never got why girls cant just admit there feelings...I mean Ive gone from disliking someone to being in love to not caring for them...and vice versa, and I am ok with expressing this. I am not interested in being led on..or leading anyone on. eh beating a dead horse really..ewwe..hahah
On a better note..I have some new people, and I enjoy my new 330am breakfast at Dennys in rock hill after bar tending..didn't get home till 530 this Friday and back up for pride, with some new people I like a lot and my boyfriend Shane GaGa..hahah dork. We didn't stay long bc I had to work, which is also the other if not the only story of my life. Its going good, but it is taking a tole on my body...work all day and night and roller derby the nights im am off...its gonna be a tough ride...but rewarding, bc I need this. I am learning alot of derby stuff and getting to know everyone..its so nice. We went on a 4 mile hike early this morning. Everyone brought their dogs, it was just good fun and great work out...over 9000 steps and 500 calories!
This sat I am going to Ren Festival! I am excited! Taking somebody i think is pretty koo! That's all I am saying..and Tim and Hopefully Shane gaga ooo and Allen!! so yeah...YAY but then i have to work...yuck...
SO..I think I got to much going on in this brain im gonna call it a night..gnight...
~Jenn~
Enough of that analyzing stuff. Which I told I do to much. But I don't wanna waste my time on something that will in the end hurt me, I am not interested in being hurt...I know oooo pity party, I cant change the fact that I'm hurt. I cant change the fact I didn't feel good, it doesn't feel good. At all, be it my fault or someone else's...I am trying to fix why it was or wasn't a direct cause of something I did or what someone else did..I know the signs, And now that I'm starting life fresh. I am going to pay very close attention to all these signs...
I am not interested In having a relationship right now...I cant just go from a whole life to another that fast...It doesn't feel good to me...I was trying to work on something...I do care...But its to up and down and to much....So I stopped it. I had to.
I am moving on, which it what I should have done from the start...I have never been good at chasing girls, when you decide it wont work, as much as it might hurt, I just stop...doesn't mean I didn't care, doesn't mean I don't still love you...just means I respect everything...Girls like to be chased...either you want it or not, I never got why girls cant just admit there feelings...I mean Ive gone from disliking someone to being in love to not caring for them...and vice versa, and I am ok with expressing this. I am not interested in being led on..or leading anyone on. eh beating a dead horse really..ewwe..hahah
On a better note..I have some new people, and I enjoy my new 330am breakfast at Dennys in rock hill after bar tending..didn't get home till 530 this Friday and back up for pride, with some new people I like a lot and my boyfriend Shane GaGa..hahah dork. We didn't stay long bc I had to work, which is also the other if not the only story of my life. Its going good, but it is taking a tole on my body...work all day and night and roller derby the nights im am off...its gonna be a tough ride...but rewarding, bc I need this. I am learning alot of derby stuff and getting to know everyone..its so nice. We went on a 4 mile hike early this morning. Everyone brought their dogs, it was just good fun and great work out...over 9000 steps and 500 calories!
This sat I am going to Ren Festival! I am excited! Taking somebody i think is pretty koo! That's all I am saying..and Tim and Hopefully Shane gaga ooo and Allen!! so yeah...YAY but then i have to work...yuck...
SO..I think I got to much going on in this brain im gonna call it a night..gnight...
~Jenn~
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