My days...

So life is going ok these days. Working. Paying off my debts slowly but surely and derby! Can't complain. Just laying here. After derby me and super Rupar headed to jacks... Her bartender was there but mine wasn't:-/ oh well I got to see Scott! That was Kool!! It's been good to just be chill.. Been seeing Beth a lot too.. Which confuses people. I get it. Me and her went through shit and neither one of us were very nice to each other.nor proud of what happened. But I moved past it and so has she.. And I'm woman enough to admit. I kept ditching our friendship bc my x gf's... But why did I!? They never stood by me.. She did. She's a good friend. And well we all know I'm not a grudge holder. I seem to always defend the wrong people.
Bullocks.. Anyways. So yeah. It's been nice to be in a positive environment. Even though friends of friends report my fb says I party and get drunk I'm excited to say I have only been intoxicated 3 times since I moved down here... Hahah long story. Dumb really. And I don't understand the relevance of fb stalking. I mean if u stalk that's kool.. We all have done it. But don't criticize people for stuff ... Or say oooooo guess what i saw on jenns fb! This is gay. And i Mean that as in dumb. But gay;)-

I enjoy fb. For derby and just fun times but geeeezus I wanna delete it. I can't delete all crooked people from me.. But it be nice if people left me alone. Or say... Wow Jenns doing well that girl has been through a lot.. And she still shines even though her heart seems sad. I mean. That's the truth. I miss my mom more than anything. It's funny 1234 always had. Special meaning to me.. 1234 was when my mom pulled away in that car to NY.. Scared me bc I always knew something would happen with that number.. Weird.

I talked to her for awhile today and they really want me to come up on st.patricks day! Any takers? I don't wanna go alone.. El, my bro, says its a sight to see then! And my nieces are begging me to come play hiding go seek again. 2 hours on thanksgiving I played that with them! Crazy! So other than that. Things are pretty normal... Sleeps getting better.. Derbys making me eat more... So yeah. Not sure what else to write. Derby beat me up tonight so I'm exhausted! Time to pass out!!!! Work week of craziness ahead!! Thanks for reading!

~Jenn~