Its been awhile...this I know...Who knows what direction this one will go. Sleep..Hasn't been my friend lately..I finally broke down and got sleeping meds today. I haven't taken them yet...the first step was buying them..so ill stare at them for while and take them. Last time I took them they made my irritated and annoyed..but I am all of those things these days, so maybe it will reverse on me. So staring at this blank screen...I get distracted by everything..Maybe it because of how many people tell me they read this..I wanna make it interesting...Life has been pretty interesting lately..I spend all night texting someone I like..probably why I don't sleep...I have been dealing with a lot of mixed emotions and feelings from the past..I sometimes feel I need to act on them..But it would be healthy for everyone if I just moved on.
Ok so that was a long pause...i was writing that at 116am..and i got a call that lasted for almost an hour.it was nice to talk to someone about random things....then stayed in my bed.,. hahah so now its 6:24 pm Wed..Today has been a good day off. I am house sitting for someone this week so i went over to her house to hang out and learn what i need to do. So that will be fun. I have kinda had a chill day..i drove around and listened to Music and just relaxed. I wanted to stop and have a drink but realized I didn't really have anyone to hang out with. Sad:( So i didn't go...I came home and spent some of my time texting someone...i do text a lot. But i get bored so its ok. Got a derby game viewing tonight...so I prolly wont finish this...Im having a beer waiting on my besty to get home..that sounded gay...waiting on my koolest friend ever to get home EMILY!! Then we are gonna head to Dilworth to watch the game..Weds night are usually our nights to do something ridiculous..so who knows..
Work. I had a woman throw a mother effin salad at me yesterday. It put in to prospective how my whole life has become something I don't want. I am obsessing on things i don't need around. I am actually 100% ok with being alone with no commitments. It refreshing if i wanna go out with my drinking buddy ASHLEY NUGGET! and have a drink I dont have to ask..I dont have to explain..i just go..I mean I got a buddy,,.,,a derby wife...and a cougar! who needs anything else! bwahahaha..all there for me! Oooo and I got a little alien...Mike wazzzzzowski!!! hes fun too;) oh and a gay boy...GAGA...hmm i see a tv show coming..hahaha..anyways...youtube has me distracted.. i believe i was talking about work. I think its time I leave so im looking for anything...anything at all...that place has gotten out of control, so many lazy people...horrible costumers and just out of control people..hence the salad woman...i wish i got her name. i think it sounded something like mid evil bitch.
Flash forward to 2:32 am. Laying in bed. Emily passed out here. Long story. She's snoring. So cute! Nic is Down Stairs with his friend I met tonight She's Pretty Kool.. So he'll come up and steal her soon;). The game viewing was fun. We were all so excited the way we played and that we beat greenville. I need to catch up the derby blog... But I've been so busy I can hardly write in this one. My life pretty much is.... Well just is...
I work all the time. And when I'm not working I have derby... Then the times I'm off fly by so quick or I always have something to do.. It's so annoying!!!! I'm in severe need of a vacation.. This weekend I took off.. Bass church then we are all going to movie premier of Derby Baby in Atlanta.. Because our team was in it! So that's exciting!! We are gonna all hang out, do something fun..and just enjoy! I wish it were the beach though. Not gonna lie. I need a week at the beach vacation..
I feel like I'm writing out of my ass. I never say what I originally wanna say. My blogs use it be so much better.. I just guess I have so many more feelings I'm not ready to
Come to terms with yet.. So that gives u something to look forward to reading. Hahah anyways I'm closing this one out. Go read my past blogs. It will get u to know me more!! Thanks for reading!!
~jenn~
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