When life hands you a big ol sour nasty lemon..

You make some amazing lemonade! That is just what I did, I saved up some money, and I effing bought a car! I am pretty excited! Monday today, will be a day I remember. I got my new bank account/visa card, so i can get money out of my count that ive been depositing, i got my insurance papers, so now i can Legally skate for RCRD! I got approved to buy a car! This is huge;)
By Nature I keep thinking, uh oh whats gonna go wrong now...but I cant think like that. I am definitely busy. I am working for Wags in the city by day, bar tending at night, and Mac wants me to work down at the hideaway to, so Thursday Ill be going down to talk to him, nothing Def yet. But we will see. I don't really hang out there anymore, but working could be kool! And I seem to just be working a lot, well bc that's all I got going on right now. Trying to be that responsible girl that so little people think I am. I am glad I am where I am now. I have so many people to thank for that.
Everyone in my life has impacted me in someway and I sometimes feel I need to let them know. Things have gone good and bad in my life, but I have always grown more as a person with each person I have come in contact with or befriended or dated..I wanna take time to thank everyone...Beth. Me and you have been through a lot...you've pissed me off, I've pissed you off, but we always had the connection I know I never forgot about you and even now. me and you being where we are, seems to cause a lot of gossip and weirdness, but i like that we just stick to ourselves and stay out of it. And now whatever it is that we are building together is so great in my eyes but so scary and I'm just glad we both want the same things in life right now.... Shay, you made me a better person. We didn't work. but we were great when we were great. things went south bad and fast and I am sorry I tried so hard to make us kool... I am so happy ur happy now. Not that approval is needed. Without you I wouldn't be where I am today. so thank you. Randy for always being there for me, even though you pissed shay off and things got bad, eh stuff happens, one day we will all look back and laugh..but for what you and ur dad did for me too;) and Joy. For being the single most consistent thing in my life. And no matter what. Being there.
I have had a lot of people come back into my life, Sam, Shane, Ashley, its nice. Chelsey (aboot time i spelled it right eh?) and Chewy, who worked his magic to get me this car.And to Kyle and Logan who i met at chilis one fine day and they turned out to be amazing guys who are into to film and go to Art Inst. They are doing a doc on gay community and want my help hosting it and editing..so that would rock!And Ramon who got me the job shooting for Nascar!! this weekend..on top of a packed work schedule I am gonna take that one full force!!.I just really needed some good people in my life. Not that I didn't before, I just sheltered myself off and stayed at home all the time. I was happy doing that, but i understand I got boring and I got fat .hahah. But not now, I cant fit a damn thing i own.. But its nice, i feel good.
I am taking life day by day, bc I know that no matter how much you think you have control over it can all be taking away from you in a second. And that is a scary thing. So now, i have all this stuff i need to do...so day by day I will work to achieve this. I will not stress and take it out on anyone, I will just work really hard to make it all mine :)


So dog walking...can I just say it truly is amazing that I get to spend the days outside and not really dealing with people just cute well behaved dogs! Its nice, i go to all the same dogs everyday and I have gotten a bit attached to them. I do mostly dogs in south park area and near there..its just nice. Beth saved me when she let me work for her, bc if i had to deal with waiting on people anymore everyday all day I was gonna for real scream or sooooomething! So...yeah. I guess i wanted to share my good luck...good luck....ahh after the last blog I wrote I thought I was going crazy or something bc all the insane that happened...but I feel its all gonna be ok now. So yeah thanks to everyone that made it all possible and stuff and stuff. Well I am gonna go to bed now...bc my work schedule this coming week makes me wanna crawl in a corner and cry. hahah jk Im excited!!

Thanks for reading!

~Jenn~